Thursday, April 6

Righting wrongs

Alam mo, tama ka. Sorry kung may nagbago. I should have never listened in the first place. After all, I'd like to think I know you a little bit better than most of them who pretend they do and talk behind your back. They didn't witness the 'kindnesses' I did, else they wouldn't have wagged tongues to hurt you. But even the kinder ones, for a chance at a scoop, turn cruel enough to pull down their kindest. Kebs nalang no? I think you're doing pretty good, by the way. Laughing about it helps, doesn't it? Sana hindi ako yung pinariringgan mo. Pero kung tinatamaan ako, malamang-lamang ako nga. It might take a while for me to get over the cold lines you dropped, which hit right home, but if it helps work things out I'd hold back the lump in my throat and swallow my pride and stick to your side.

I hope we can start again. I think we did, kanina. Thanks for pulling me into your circle again. I was afraid of making the 'big gesture' of coming over and getting snubbed, but He has his ways, and there I was with you again. And you had that same kindness I remember -- I can't believe I doubted you for a minute.

We'll be okay. I'm glad.