What the hell's wrong with that? We can be friends, right? And while a part of me wishes we could be so much more than that, what's wrong with settling for what I can have, what I do have? Your friendship. Does having an ulterior motive (which I, in all fairness, try to bury everyday) make my wanting your friendship tainted? Even evil? Hindi naman diba?
Or am I just trying to justify actions so against what I promised myself this year? Seems so.
I don't get it. I really don't. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, or if I'm supposed to consciously think of something to do at all.
Ewan.
