You come from out of nowhere, as usual. And always always at just the most appropriate time, saying all the right, perfect things. Even when you put me off politely (for now) to wait for something more apt in the near future, I couldn't hate you, even resent you for one tiny bit for keeping me hanging on.
I will not say I wasn't miffed, though. I was sort of hoping you'd sweep me off my feet and I'd throw caution to the wind and run away with you, had you given me reason enough. But there was no sweeping of the feet, no throwing caution to the wind, no reason enough for either or both.
Just sad that like everyone I've been staking my heart on, it seems you see right through me too. Like I couldn't offer you enough of what you're looking for.
Seems to me, as with all things this month, I'm going to have to let this one go too. No worries, I am getting better and better at this.
Guess we play the waiting game again, then, eh?
I fell in love with the dream that I built of you
playing the part of the queen
taking my own advice
I'm giving up tonight
good luck to you...
- Man on the Side, John Mayer
