When I said what you did made me sad, I meant it. But I also know now that it was a bit out of line for me to feel that way. It's not like your happiness is confined to the time you spend with me, and vice versa. Or that you can't tell me about it freely. Come to think of it, in that light, I was wayyyy out of line.
Is it possible for sadness to be out of line, in the first place? Can you stop being sad just because it's wrong to feel that way? Is there some sensible switch that logic can flick to make you stop feeling how you feel?
I'm still sad. But I can't hate you anymore (well, for anything else other than making me lose sleep for an entire night and giving me puffy eyes from crying). I'm just... sad.
Like every other time, I'll just have to wait this one out, I guess.
