It's funny, because honestly my two biggest concerns, starting work tomorrow, are supposed to be the least of my worries right now:
1) Whom do i have lunch with? and
2) Where is the ladies' room in the building?
I would like to think this is just my sense of humor trying to prevent me from worrying about the "serious" issues, but now that the questions have been posed, I find myself genuinely concerned that I'll look like the total newbie that i am and have lunch by myself, or have to ask the reception desk for directions to the restroom. As if the word "probie" stamped onto my employee file weren't enough.
Then right on cue, the "serious" matters come in. How do i fit in? First day at work is a whole hell different from first day in school, although others have tried comforting me with the thought, because for the most part, everyone else has settled in by the time i got hired so, there goes my hopes of finding someone in the same newbie boat.
*sigh*
You know how they always say that getting an injection "ay parang kagat lang ng langgam," but it really isn't? We all try to fool ourselves sometimes so we could get a good night's sleep. I so wish it would work now.
