I'd gladly go down in the flames
if the flame's what it takes
to remember my name
someday I'll fly, someday I'll soar
someday I'll be so damn much more
coz I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
-- John Mayer, Bigger than my Body
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I'm too young to be bitter. I realize now (just last night actually) that I should take as much of this experience and enjoy it as it is, without overthinking or judging whatever sort of lesson i get out of it, whether i conjured it actively or passively. Am I making sense?
What I'm just saying, I guess, is that I sounded like an ungrateful beeyotch in my previous entry, and I of all people, should know better than to be like that. I've always been lucky. I was out of my place to act up when I have so much to be thankful for.
In due time, I'll get my time to shine -- someday I'll fly, someday I'll soar. For now I'll have to be contect with trying out my wings off lower plains, and learn as much as I can from the test drive.
Hmm, I'm feeling really better now.
