I think I just have to get used to it. To our world not being about 'just you and me' anymore. It was bound to happen sooner or later... I guess I just wasn't ready for it. How do you prepare yourself for a falling out, anyway? Some things you never want to happen, you never really plan for.
It's here now, though. And all that's left is for me to come to terms with it. To bear it, swallow it, endure it albeit with difficulty, but hopefully, eventually, embrace it, accept it, live happily with it. That would be the grown-up thing to do. And if I intend to grow up, I better do this right. I HAVE to do this right.
I'll be as grown up about it as I can, I promise. I'll miss 'just you and me' sometimes, if that's okay.
