Thursday, October 6

Don't reel me in

Talaga bang ako dapat ang tanungin mo nito? Pwede bang iba nalang? Pero ano pa nga ba magagawa ko, kundi sagutin ang tanong. It's not supposed to be such a big deal, really. Ako lang naman ang nagpapalaki sa issue. Sabagay, ako lang naman yung may ulterior motive. Para sa'yo, wala lang naman ako. Hayy. I hate you.

I watched Love Actually last night. "It's a self-preservation thing, you see," sabi nung isa to this girl he loved, but never talked to. When I told you I shouldn't talk to you anymore after tonight, I wasn't kidding.

It's a self-preservation thing, you see.

What do you expect me to do? Usher along your little love story while I cry to myself when you're not looking? Please, don't reel me in. I'd like to love myself a little more than that. I'd like to wish for something better with someone else, if it's not going to be you.